Sad thing there is I was very fucking close to calling the state police, because this sort of stuff is a huge misdemeanour. I’ve delt with people who’ve had issues to greater extents than this so I know how far from a joke this shit is. As an end verdict from me, this shit should never happen ever a-fucking-gain.
Obviously this isn't an in-game matter, however, you can't just apologise and forget about it. The reason this report was made because you tried using a life-threatening issue and turn it into a joke. Suicide shouldn't be used to make any type of "harmless" prank. I understand you didn't mean bad intentions but you need to realise that consequences are going to occur from your actions. You don't need to feel depressed from what you said, just understand that you were in the wrong and learn from your mistake because if you don't acknowledge your mistake, you'll do it again. Also, forgiveness doesn't come from just apologising, you need to talk to Raptor or whoever has been offended by this, and personally talk to them about the issue and find an understanding between the two of you.
I haven't made this post to make you feel even worst. Just an insight into the issue from an outsiders point of view. I know you're a good person Cowboy! 😄